I'm constantly living in fear. Fear that this is going to last forever, fear that I'll never feel happy again. Fear of never liking a job and always living a dread. I'm in the middle of a raging sea of dread and doubt and all I can do at night is beg God for some direction.
"You were faithful before, you'll be faithful again" says the song on KLOVE right now. I want so badly for that to be so. I want some peace in my life.
Please please pray for me. I'm desperate, I can't do this alone and I want to believe I will get through this. I'm not convinced, but I want to believe it!
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you are living in san marcos? that's not far from me, lets have a play date and a few laughs.
that could help us both.
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