There is a lot of "new" going on right now. Generally I like it, but with new comes a little fear. FEAR is kind of taking hold at the moment. I just applied for my Ph.D. because it has always been a dream of mine and I know I have a passion for higher education. If nothing else, I have a firmer grasp on what I know I love doing as a vocation: college. Now if only I could get paid to do it! We'll just have to see how this goes. I guess I will find out in March sometime, maybe after. Here's hoping! Dreaming... My biggest fear is staying where I am right now. My current position (and recent situations) very nearly ended me. There is a lot more out there, I know, but it's always very clouded and a bit difficult to see.
Whatever the future...I cant keep doing what Im doing now.
"One day I'll flay away
Leave all this to yesterday.,
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends
One day, i'll fly away.
Fly, fly away."
