Tonight was really weird. Really, really, really weird. Considering the circumstances, Juston, Thinh, and myself had a really good conversation. Actually, we had a lot of really good conversations. Yeah. All the while I was beating myself up because I think Josh may have really needed me tonight and I wasn't there for him. I hate that. In addition to it all, I think I'm getting sick again. I have a sore throat, same thing that happened the first week of school. I don't know what the deal is, maybe I'm not getting enough sleep. I don't know, pray for me. Pray for Josh... and his mother.