WOW, WOW, WOW...

That pretty much sums up the way I feel right now. I am in a total state of bliss, I can't believe this. Today's Austin trip was of course fun, but above all else completely unforgetable for many reasons. Thinh and Daniel looking for the wrong exi number one (yes, it is an exi.) Whistles in a State office, small Asian running almost paralell to the water in the UT fountain, Thinh asking for money from strangers then speeding off RIGHT BEFORE THEY GIVE IT TO US!(Thinh, you suck at life) and GREAT pizza!!! Yeah, it was a great trip, but nothing could prepare me for the ride home. Every time Josh and I spend time together, we just get closer and closer to each other and this trip was NO exception. We talked about a lot of issues that really needed to be discussed and everything turned out as good as it possibly could have. Josh and I have decided, very happily I might add, that we're staying together despite the distance. We like eachother too much right now we both know we have something pretty special. It will be tough, but I know I can do it. I like Josh way too much to pass this up and not see where this ends up. If I sound crazy it's because I am. But I don't care, I'm thinking exactly like a person in love should think and it's great! I only have 2 days left, then it's EMO time. I started crying today. Thinh played our song "Summertime" and I just sat there thinking about that night at the dock and eveything that's happened between us and I broke. It's not the first time, and definately won't be the last. I'm really terrified of Thursday. I must say that I really am making the most of our time left together, no regrets. He's finally picked up on that philosophy of mine and it's great. Wow, chills and goosebumps. GREAT STEM!