bright side darkened

Things looked slightly brighter yesterday... then I found out something that recently happened and I'm almost over the edge again.

Holy shit. It actually happened.

caught

My principals called me into a meeting today to ask me about my weight loss. They say that some of my peers noticed a drastic change and they know I don't really eat lunch. They're wondering if there is a problem, there is some concern.

I just said I've been training for my triathlons.

What I can't tell them is the situation with work, my relationship, and my future has me SO stressed I can hardly eat food, much less keep it down. It's hard to eat when NOTHING feels appetizing and meals feel like an afterthought. I am withering, and people noticed.

still the same: no improvement

I don't want to come home. What I want is a good undertow.